The L.N.S.A

Act of War, was the life giver that made the Los Ninos Sin Alma ( The Children Without Souls ) life. If I hadn’t wrote Act Of War when I was sixteen, I don’t think we would ever see it come to light.  Act of War was filled with so much mystery, and it was first time when the ” Company ” was mentioned.  It has this young man, name Mao,  running for his life away from this company.  It was the very first novel I wrote, it opened my eyes on what kind of world I could create.

I never did finish the Novel,  the reviews and views where masses. But I felt that I was loosing where the story had to go, so I pulled away. I tired so many other times to bring the LNSA back. It just failed, no matter how many times I worked hard to reestablish it. 

Years later I brought a new novel into focus, it was called the Los  Sin Alma. I was having troubles finding a way to tell this story,  I had some prepared ideas outlining what the novel might look like, all inside my head. It was starting to feel like a project that wasn’t going to head into the vault and never resurfaces.  It was a huge let down, I know this novel had so life to it. Maybe a faint glimmer, it still had something that kept me from tossing it out.

It took around one year, when this new idea came to mind. The New Year’s Eve plot, that had me writing again, making me want to find the perfect formula to pour my soul into this.  The prologue is a story in itself, I was fighting with myself, if it should be written in standard form, or the phone conversation method I was playing with. For some writers it would be a non issues, but I fought with myself for like a month until I went with my gut. 

Once it was over,  I knew that the L.N.S.A could not be just a simple novel , I would be selling myself to short.  I remember using the same company in the L.N.S.A, and one another short story I wrote would just seal the deal for me.  Around 2005  I wrote  SN, I don’t want to revel what SN stands for, because I do plan to relaunch it as another Novel down the future, and it would ruin the fun for you guys. Anyway,  it was the way the story fell so well inside the L.N.S.A world, that I threw Act Of War, SN, into the world of L.N.S.A

It’s made this novel, into the greatest undertaking I have ever put on my shoulders. And I’m thrilled, I love a project that will keep me invested. I know the day, the L.N.S.A comes to an end I’m going to cry a river of tears. This novel has become a part of me, and I want to leave it to the people that will continue to live even after I’m six feet under.  My gift to the world.

I knew, that if this story, had to be told and would be told, how I wanted to see it.  And I’ve done that with each project I take on,  and it brings a real joy on my face to see that the L.N.S.A has grown to what it is today. 

We’re way far off to see this Novel end, and maybe then I can go deeper in depth with each character. Telling you would be spoiling the fun, and like my dear wonderful friend Christina would say,  spoilers are no fun.

 

Jesse Abundis ” How I feel & And My Golden Rule “

For me, writing will always be the lifeblood that drives my soul.  I know by next year, or when I’m 80 years old, I’ll still be writing. It’s just  a passion that won’t die, I thrive off it. Asking me not to write, is like asking someone not to breath.

I think without it, I wouldn’t be the man I am today. In my own strange way, I crave writing like it was a sexual delight. When you find yourself in the zone, and you can’t put the pencil down you’ve hit nirvana. You can try to describe how that sensation feels, but,  words seem to fail to capture the true raw emotion that it had on you.

Writing is like being with someone, you need to feel comfortable doing it.  You shouldn’t feel shy or deny yourself of the passion, just because what other people might think. You need to be able to shout to the world, and not fear when people  look at you.

I have this golden rule for myself, I will never write a story that doesn’t have any emotional attachment with me.  I’ve had those short stories in the past, that I didn’t really care for, and to be honest knew that they wouldn’t do much.  I’ve learn to work on the projects that will keep me coming back each day for more, and with the projects like ” Batman Year One, LNSA , Doctor Who I feel that.”

 

Jesse Abundis ( Life & Writing ) Pt 1

If you went back in time and talked to me, when I was fifteen, and told me that I would be running a site for writers. I would laugh, that didn’t seem like me. My mind set, wasn’t set on writing, frankly I didn’t know what I wanted to do. Well, sometimes I still don’t, but, I’m more in check with my life.

I think writing saved my soul, it really did. Just something about it that just frees your spirit. I think writers get caught up trying to write the next big thing, that they lose that flare and passion on what writing is really about. It’s never been who can write the next big thing, just write what comes out of you.  If people call it crap, fuck it. Keep writing, never let anyone push you away. You have all the right to write anything you want, you just can’t stop because some people hate it. Carry on my friend, carry on.

When I first started writing, it was amazing you just feel so alive. You have a  different outlook on life, maybe that’s just me. E-mail me if you feel that same way. It’s just a fantastic art, that you can’t live without. You get to set up this whole world, you add the people you want into, and it just takes shape on it’s own. Catches you off guard, your not even sure how it got to that point, but, you really don’t care. Your just happy to see something that you created just take life on it’s own.  It’s that passion that keeps me writing, and I’m never going to see it fade away,  I can say I have nothing left, but that’s a lie. I would just be selling myself short.

……. More Coming Soon

 

3-way

3-way, i can’t even tell how random that Sketch comedy came to be.  I had someone close to me, who was down. And so I wrote her a joke, hoping to make her smile. It worked, after that, 3-way became a routine thing for me.

So, I guess 3-way was born because of her. I don’t want to name any names, but she’s someone I hold close to my heart and always will.  Each joke, is paying homage to her. Thanking her for making  3-way come alive.

I wrote some sketch comedy ever since I was a kid, I use to write these TV shows/Comedy Scripts, I keep kicking myself for not saving them.  I would love to re-work them and release them, anyway that’s in the past. The last time I wrote a Sketch was around 2002.  Six years,  I was kinda of rusty and nervous that 3-way would bomb right out of the gate. And thankfully it didn’t turn out that way.

People from other sites loved the adult and out of control sketches that were being delivered, of course you always run to some who despise raunchy comedy. Nonetheless 3-way pushed on, and pushed on. Which has led to it’s fifth chapter or episode, anyway you want to label it.  With over 400 views between the five.

The mind set I had coming into this was, lets not be afraid to step over the line. It doesn’t matter what people say, people either love you one day, and hate you the next. It’s the way life  is, you just keep writing and do what you do.  There’s nothing else to it, if you listen to the critics that’s it. You’ll never be able to think for yourself, always playing to them, making them happy.  Sometimes the best work comes out of the blue, even if someone wants to bash your work you stick to what you know.

Writing 3-way was the best time I’ve ever had,  not to take anything way from my Novels. But, 3-way is just one of those projects that you really don’t care how it comes out, you just keep writing and let that whole madness loose. 

3-way was a month to month to project, and heading into 2009, it doesn’t seem that the sketch comedy will carry that same mind set. In fact,  sadly to say this. We might not even see 3-way in 2009.  I love the sketch comedy with all my heart, I just want to focus on the other projects that are coming ahead. My projects are like the ocean, you never know what’s going to be thrown at you.  I am working on two 3-way’s prior to the December to remember 3-way event.  Just don’t know, when those will be released.

3-way will always be with me, and will continue to live no matter what. Sometimes the world needs to laugh, and I hope, I can bring that to you.

3-way we shall never forget you.