Find It In Your Heart

Can you see it in your heart
Can you find an ounce to drop
As I’m shoved
Dropped to the floor
Spat, and robbed of a life
That wanted me
That could of been
Will you save my tattered soul
Will you speak well of my name
As others try to break
Hope the pain
Finally takes me
Will you put yourself in the heat
Of these lies
Those twisted lies
Guilt by association
Will you be true
As I have been true to you

(Jesse Abundis)

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Walking Alone 

Walking alone

In my silent dream

No voice

No hope

Can not see

Can not feel

A joy

A curse

A time to fall

As my ashes scatter

Just another lost echo

In life

I have no choice

Life has come

And exited my life

(Jesse Abundis)

Lost And Gone

Should of said your name

Should of held you close

We needed no introduction

We sparked

Glowing hearts in the murky night

Knew the groove , knew the curves

No way we could miss a step

That was us

That was beautiful

Maybe I dropped 

Maybe I let it slip

Now we’re far, now we’re gone

All I hold

Is the image of you

In my dreams

In the night skies

Knowing there’s no more glowing in the dark for my heart.   
~Jesse Abundis

Farewell To The

People say to me

“You look like death

No one wants you”

What a wreck

I just don’t understand

I have a different view

Floating to the unknown

As I’m branded 

With labels I never knew

Is it fine if I don’t care

If I try to escape

And lose myself 

Pretend to be well

As I ponder the steps

That took me back to this place

Will that be alright with you?

Too late I moved on from you.

Miss My Life

Miss my life

Miss my home

Miss those simple things

I held close to my heart

Before I had to see

Before I had to leave

Let this life run its course

And find myself standing in this strange world

Dead on the floor

Six feet in the ground

Feeling this world pass me by

While I lay there like a block of stone

Nothing to say

Nothing to show for

(Jesse Abundis)

I Am Trying

‚ÄčI am trying

To be heroic

In a age

That devours my soul

I try to stand 

But in my heart

I am lukewarm

This is history

This is the story

I know will end in bloodshed

And this makes my blood run cold

I have seen the hate 

I have seen the end

Now I wonder

If there’s any chance

I can return back home

(Jesse Abundis)